Saturday, February 7, 2009

So this is blogging...
I never actually thought I would get into this kinda thing but here I am about to spill my deepest and darkest feelings and emotions right out to the world... I guess it's kinda like writing in your diary and nailing it on your wall for everyone to read. Which is cool I guess, because to be honest I have absolutely nothing to hide, even though I know I will save this and post it and realize that that was a lie.
I'm not really sure what to do with the rest of this post, so I guess I will start off by saying something about myself.

I'm really not all that different from everybody else. I have problems that I would like to believe are a big deal but really aren't. I don't get perfect grades. I weigh 140 pounds and I hate the fact that all the weight I have gained this year has gone straight to the love handles, which are a bitch to get rid of. I tell people I'm a gamer but I'm really not... I would honestly much rather play the Sims over Left For Dead, but unfortunately the Sims isn't compatible with Vista, which pretty much ruined my life.
I'm a klutz. I am terribly afraid of messing things up, thus I mess up quite a bit. I second guess myself. But don't we all?
As for my love life, it's non existent. I would like to believe that I've been somewhat attracted to guys at school, but the truth is a piece of me died when Michael and I broke up. It's not that I'm not over him. I simply can't find someone who can fill his shoes (and his shoes really are big. That kid was tall.). But at the same time, I can't put myself through that again. I worried myself to ridiculous points of near insanity over him simply because he's so mentally unstable, and I don't really think it's my place to scream out his problems to the world in my translucent diary.
I'm sure I'll find other things to rant on about, but I need a nap before I start up the physiology.
So until then, my faithful followers of zero, I leave you with your song of the day.

~Moo
song of the day: "Feel Like Makin' Love"- Bad Company

4 comments:

  1. Emma! This post makes me sad, but I am glad you have a blog!

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  2. ha ha ha ha... don't worry. My posts will get jolly. :P

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  3. Yes yes I am all for posts of jolly-ness! Love to see more people in the blog-a-verse!

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  4. "Blog-a-verse" - Liz you created a word by combining two other words. You are just like Barney :)
    Emma I'm so glad you have a blog. Who told you about this ;) But I am up for some jolly posts. But remember dude, I'm like a 10 minute walk away. If you need to vent to someone, just call me and I'll be out the door for a visit to Oliver

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